Cardin Nguyen 
July 28, 2015Sometimes in life its better to take a step backwards. Yesterday a friend visited me yesterday with a partner. I finally understand what it means to defend. But to make this friend happy I rather take the blame and not provide the evidence. Like what this friend said “I’m not a family destroyer”.
My friend, I’m the same. I rather see you happy then being the destoryer. Hence I am keep everything away from you to let you see what you need to see. I don’t need to defend myself. There’s no need to as words that comes through a third person always get changed. You’re old enough to figure that.
—- thats my day yesterday —
Last week July 19 at 6:35 am Bac 5 Hieu passed away. Everyday I was there with Tam Dang drinking with Hai Nguyen. We drank everyday from Sunday night till Saturday night. It was hard. Drinking suppose to be fun once in awhile, but because someone pass away you have to drink make its really hard. The Heineken was very bitter.
I guess over the pass months its been very hard. The day that I stepped into Department of Enterprises was the day that I smiled everyday. It was also the day that my smile was taken away. Smiling to me doesn’t mean the same anymore. It’s a gesture that is not true anymore. They day that I gave hope was also the day that my smile was take away from me.
I think I’m smile disabled.