Cardin Nguyen 
July 29, 2015Sometimes in life we all hit a point where we don’t what to do. I have seen that in this person I met. I didn’t know how to help but make them realize that what we got now is important. I made them pay closer attention to our surroundings and love ones. I finally feel proud of myself for many reasons.
I’m able to make them distant and hate me to the point of no return. No matter how tired I am working two positions, but it made me happy. I rather not be friends then being a friends because it made me love them more. This is the only way out for me.
We live to create the appreciations, we live under facts but lights will always shine. Every day I sit at the cliff of the ocean, starting into the waves pounding against the shores, and day dream of that special moment with the friend. That’s when I realize exactly what I should do to make them wake up. There are many ways to piss one person out to get a punch in the face.
I hate myself for being so right. I hate myself for projecting my thoughts out to the hairline. I hate myself even more when you say “We cannot be friends”. But i loved myself more when I gave up my thoughts and feelings of a friend to take the blame and gave you happiness.
Thats just the way I am here on earth.