Cardin Nguyen 
June 29, 2015Today, I feel really guilty to lie against my will. We live in a life sometime artificial to to our eyes but we won’t see it. For example, when Linh left I didn’t believe it. I drove around to place we often go to find her and wouldn’t believe it. That is rejection to believe that its really happening to someone who promise us the world till time ends. Today I am hurt because the lie didn’t only killed me. It made me realize that if I have to lie to keep a friend from breaking point. I will quiet and let them find it out themselves. I realized that sometimes our friends only want to hear what they want to hear. Hearing what they think could not be possible that really happened….I had a girl friend, she had the options to visit her dad and spend 1 month with her dad but she didn’t go because of money. She don’t want to spend her parents money and a month later her dad pass away. Thats an example of unbelievable but it really happen. She was a dead brain walking around several months without believe that her misjudgment have left her in regrets. I will always tell what she want to hear. but I cannot lie here…
Hanh Phuc is the effort we put into caring for someone. I was given the opportunity to taste what it feels for a few month. Is it real? Only I know………I’m just sad to see all this.
anyways this journal is about the unbelievable….