I’m back! Today I went in for an interview at DES (Department of Enterprise Services). I have to admit my mind was totally blank. Even simple questions I couldn’t answer. If I have issues with another employees then what should I do. This is a common question that usually come up. But my mind was totally blank when I was in that room. I’m not sure if its the interview that’s blanketing my brains or its the environment that I’m in. I sat there at the end of the table and peak over to my right and notice DES staff working diligently on their 2-3 screen monitors. I want to be one of them .
I gotta stop this side dreaming in the middle of an interview. Sadly I remember another question “whats network tools have you used?”…gally! I used so many to even remember. I use RDP graphs, BlueCoat Traffic Shaper, and switchs CLI lines to check in network flows.
Anyways I’m done releasing some stress. It’s just me being scared and things just blank out! …….It’s weird! If I was just given a computer to do one thing then I can probablly do it. Computers calms me down!
Computer Syndrome – my definition – is a disease that calms one person downs to get a perfect result!
I just blew a good interview! Guarantee I wont get the job. I just shot myself! oh well…a lesson learned.