Cardin Nguyen 
November 3, 2009It’s been bugging me the last week about what I had to go through. But I realize its just the process of life. I have lost alot in my life because I thought I could change the impossible. But I realize that people have their own ways of doing things. You can’t be forced to doing things that you don’t want. I choosed “Mua Thuy Tinh” by Ung Hoang Phuc because it tells what I am feeling at this present moment. I’m happy that now everything is over making me see what I have to do now. Now that I have Linh helping me take care of my son I’m happy to see that they are happy together. Though she may not love Trieu like her own son but oh well. He’s not her son but atleast she tries. Oh well….I may not know what is done in the background but what matters is how I see it. Over all I think I love Linh more then Tran. Tran really hurt me because I did believe and tried the best I can. I was used the last 5 years of my life. She is money hungar…She even stated that she loved me because I first had money. She stated that I was ugly but I had money thats why she choosed me. Oh well, people fall and peole can always get up. I an always get up……..You mark my words journal! I can always get up and make a better of my life. Linh lived here all her life so she doesn’t really care about money but sound like she loved me always. She moved on because she need the space but never forgot me. She wanted to contact me but she didn’t know how…I had the guts to do it! After searching all these years I finally realize that no matter how many relationship I gone through it all relates back to Linh…….well anyways thats just my feeling.,.
Things are done with and its time to move on with my son……..Good lucky guys! Thanks for stopping by.
Before we say bye for this journal. Those who read I just hope that you don’t love someone because of money. Don’t hurt people like my X-Wife Did…..Money isn’t everything! Fawk it! You guys do what you please but don’t walk the path! But I beg you don’t fawk others like Tran did. I’m glad I found again Linh.