One Way In, One Way Out; một đường vo; một đường ra

  Cardin Nguyen        July 27, 2010

Sometimes life gets complicated when things seem down and low because everything's seem to hit all at once. The one way in is the only way out you got. Times get shorter as my days pass by. Vietnam trip is getting a lot closer. I once was successful with the brain I got. I could do it again with a better partner. My boss Nancy Lynn and now also my partner in muti-site business that we'll be operating. (GOTCHA! The title sounds scary and sad again eh?). I spent the last 5+ months selling corsets and maintain servers. I've been watching John Jonas videos who talks about outsourcing $250 a month to Philippines. I spent the last 5+ months selling corsets and maintain servers. Now I'm ready to write the next chapter of my life with my partner (NOT LOVE PARTNER).

Con duong vao mot trai tim cung la con duong ma ra trai tim. Cardin dao nay buon qua. Co nhieu nguoi pha Cardin muon chet. Hom qua nho Monica phone noi mot cau lam cardin suy nghi hoai. Dep trai khong phai la co toi, ma toi nghip moi dung. Luc con nguoi xáo trộn het minh hay di lam chuyen dien dao. Cardin ngoi o day trong can phong nay nhin nguoi minh hang dem nho den lam chuyen minh ko tuong tuong duoc. Ngoi o day roi nuoc mat. Du Cardin biet Cardin co toi loi voi nguoi ay. Nhung Cardin chi muon biet con nguoi song co mot cai mien ai cung co. Nen phai can than nen Cardin moi noi ra mot chuyen ma Cardin hua se ko noi de cho nguoi yeu minh hoc mot bai hoc lon. Minh la chong thi ko sao nhung Cardin cung so loi ngon ngoat cua nguoi khac. Duong vao mot tinh yeu cung la duong di ra. linh tính cua Cardin gao nay chinh sac lam. Da biet chuyen sai ra …..aiiiya ba con oi..buon nua roi….dung la ong troi kheo choc minh ma. Nguoi minh khong muon gap lai gap. nguoi minh muon gap lai gap khong duoc. Co Ban nao muon phone noi chuyen thi phone. Cardin buon waaaaaaaaa…dung la sach co cau "Dung nen lam chuyen gi minh khong muon nguoi ta biet." Bay gio Cardin coi ai cung la ban tot cua Cardin het. Ko co nguoi yeu ma cung khong muon co nua. Cardin bay gio thiet la so roi…….khong muon yeu nua…….Con duong vao mot trai tim cung la con duong Cardin di ra mot minh tham lang. Xin loi cac ban. Dam cuoi cua Cardin nghi la khong thanh nua dau. Buon waaaaaa..thoi bye bye.

Thoi Cardin ngu khong duoc nua. Bay gio chay xe vong vong choi cho vui. Chuc cac ban mot ngay vui ve.

Background Song: "Nhu Vay Nhe – Khac Viet" – Mot ban nhac noi het tam trang 100% cua Cardin bay gio. Just another sad song for the day. A Song that tells everything about me this moment.

Ocean Waves – Sóng Vô

  Cardin Nguyen        July 24, 2010

Sometimes when we’re confuse, lost, or need some room to breath we all have our own secrets to run to. When I turn 16; brand new driver license with a car I usually drive all the way to Ocean Shores way way out in Shelton to breath. That’s what I did today with my son. I took him to the ocean and let him play. Its nice sitting here listen to the the ocean waves. I wish I was a kid again when I stare into space. Sitting there looking at my son run around looking under rocks to look for small crabs crawlers. I don’t regret what I did when I was young but I do regret I didn’t do enough. Sitting there listen to the oceans calms you down so much. I can hear bitsy sound that we couldn’t hear. You can hear the birds from distances; you can hear the waves calling, you can hear people talking from miles away.  Can’t explain while I’m a bit slow and down today. hmmmm

Co luc con nguoi can khoan trong de thở, hay buon, hay chi muon suy nghi. Hoi nho Cardin luc 16 tuoi co bằng lay xe Cardin chay ra nguoi Ocean Shores o Shelton ma ngoi mot minh. Hom qua lai thiem mot ngay buon khong noi ra duoc. =( … ngoi o hoai Ocean hom nay Cardin thay khoe hon nhieu. Cardin hoi nho di choi cung nhieu nen ko co hối hận chuyen gi het. Bay gio chi hối hận  minh khong co di choi nhieu hon. Cardin luc buon thich ra hoai Ocean ma ngoi nghe tieng Sóng Vô. Ngoi ở đó Cardin nhin Trieu choi thay vui ve. Cau mong minh se mai mai con nho khong buon nhu bay gio.

=(

see you in next journal, hen gap nhat ky khac.
 

Background Song: “Tinh Nhat Phai – Don Ho” - (original sang by Caravan of Life – Andy Lau in Cantonese). Don Ho sang it in Vietnamese perfectly. Its about a love you put into all your life and she walks out of your life. Ban nhac nay la orignal cua Andy Lau. Don Ho hat ban nay cung nay. Noi ve tam trang cua Cardin bay gio. Buon oi la buon ….

My Ass Hurts!

  Cardin Nguyen        July 23, 2010

Dau Dit Wa!!!! I spent 2 hrs watching Inception and 5 hrs shopping for clothes! First time I shop that long along with my son. It took about. Summer clothes are getting fairly cheap! I’m so excited to head back to Vietnam. Its been almost 10 years since last time I vsit Vietnam. Its only 3 months away and it gets alot harder. Each day waking up to head off to work feels like zoombies!

thats it folks! simple yack of the day!

Is Love a Mistake? Tình Yêu là sai lầm?

  Cardin Nguyen        July 22, 2010

Define love? Well I've been receiving lots of email lately about my views of love.There's plenty of others journals that I talk about it. Another common email that came up is: "Do You still love your ex-girlfriends?" Some people think its wrong to love your ex's. I honestly don't think it's wrong because leaving the one you loved before doesn't mean you have to hate them. I always love them and always will love them. When I'm together with my ex-girlfriends I love them dearly and want to be with them for the rest of my life. After any bad break  and my recent divorce it was hell going through it. But after its all over with I still love them and hope for the best. I love them in a way that isn't: I want to be with her. I just love them in a way that I hope for the best of my ex's. Is love a mistakes? Yes it is! It's always a mistake to love! Stupidity comes directly from love! Some people say its never a mistake to love because they are outsiders. For those that are currently going through love goes through hell, but we still do it because we're stupid! Yesterday I was down in Olympia driving around by myself. I didn't go directly home when I arrived in Olympia. I drove around to get to know the town better that I missed out all these years. Even though I know the streets really well but I feel really disconnected with this town. It's not the same anymore! All the kids that I grew up changed dramatically in a way that scares me. Those who I thought going to be very successful being doctors, lawyers, ect, turns out to be druggies. Those who turns out to be druggies are not clean!

What a weird world! This comes back to love. Love Changes everything! Like now now I really love my son a lot! He changed my life! Every love makes small changes to huge changes!

Tinh Yeu phai la sai lam khong? Theo Cardin nghi, luc nao minh yeu cung la sai lam het! Sao luc ma minh khong yeu song binh thuong; khong co suy nhieu; Yeu roi phản ứng cua minh cham hon nhieu .Nen chuyen gi minh cung lam sai. Ngay nao cung suy nghi nguoi minh thuong het. Cho nen Cardin len day tra loi rat nhieu e-mail Cardin nhan – "Luc nao yeu cung la sai lam het!" Khong co tinh thuong luc truoc lam sao biet bay gio Tinh Yeu tot dep? Thoi ko noi nua! Cardin da duoc yeu nen cung cau mong Linh, Tuyen, Tran, va Linh tot dep. Cardin cung se mai mai yeu 4 co ai va Vo sao nay.  Con bay gio Caridn se chung tinh voi nguoi vo sao nay cua Cardin.

Cho nen 80% yeu la sai lam! 20% la hanh phuc.

Thu 2, Cardin cung nhan rat nhieu email cua cac ban! Comments cua nhat ky truoc co mot co quen tren mang viet lai "be xiu" ..co ai noi den Con cua Cardin. Truoc Cardin lap lai Cardin khong thich nguoi nao goi con "be xiu" ….Con cua Cardin sinh ra co ten la "Nguyen Thanh Trieu Travis" KO PHAI LA be xiu.

Hom way Cardin ve nha ba ruot  Trieu ve; nhung truoc ki ruot Trieu ve Cardin chay vong vong truoc High School truoc cua Cardin. Cardin nho' hoi nho minh khong lo lang gi het con bay gio lon roi moi biet yeu. Yeu roi con tim dau muon chet!. Tren duoc ve Cardin ghé Seattle de hoi ve Visa de bao lanh vo Cardin. Troi oi bao lanh thi ton het $1000; Visa ton $1100 nua. Troi ai hoi cuoi Vo suong dau nao!!!!! Nieu Cardin ko co  con thi co le easy (de) hon nhieu.

Gap nam xui muon chet!

Aii yayhhh !!!!

Background Son: "Quen Mot Le The – Nguyen Thang" – Cardin hom nay ko biet sao thich nghe ban nhac nay. Du ko co quan he den cam giac bay gio. Luc yeu cai gi cung the duoc. Luc ghet roi cai gi cung chui duoc! kakakkak

3 Years Slave Labor before Marriage

  Cardin Nguyen        July 16, 2010

This morning I had an interesting talk with my father about traditional weddings. A few weeks back we talked about how we're not going to have "Dinh Hon / Le An Hoi" because of the timeframe that my father will be in Vietnam. While I was doing my research how to obtain Visa's for my fiancee I found that Consulate officiers are harder now due to all the fake marriages around. My father said that we're not going to have Dinh Hon becuase of the limited time he is in Vietnam to attend. It's important for parents to attend wedding so only wedding is nessescary. I then told him about the VIsas process. He said that its not important because we're truthful so nothing going to happen. If Huong fail we'll just keep trying again and soon she'll be over here with me.
Thats not the important conversation. I found from my dad that real Vietnamese Traditional wedding takes 3 years before wedding. Before wedding its the Le Dinh Hon and after that its 3 years slave labor over at the brides house every 2-3 days doing various work around the house (exclude cooking and cleaning)

Now that's what I call serious love! hahaha that long of a wait would kill me….

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