Cardin Nguyen 
October 13, 2009Life we all make mistakes from time to time no matter how much we watch out for those mistakes. But knowing when to fix accept and fix mistakes is the beauty of life. I guess after having a pretty long conversation I finally realize that my isolation has got me out of hands. I guess during the time that my job fired and business failure has got me into isolation mode. I decide to hide in the corner and that bought up more mistakes that made my reaction and mode of thinking went off track. I should have acted a lot better. During the conversation I realize that Ms. Tran begin to hide and neglect. I guess I was trying to confront her buying expensive stuff and finally realize she is beginning to lie. Hahaha I’m not a moron. I asked why she can’t make a living with her $2,600 a month anymore. She goes she doesn’t make that much. That’s so much lies right there! But I guess though we have decided go down this path I’ll still try to main a stable relation. OH Well! I got proof of all my check cashed into her father account. I got everything in the world to prove it. Tape recorders and VIDEO takes of Tran admitting to her salary too! So I could care less about her lies. But meh….not important to me……
I’m going to head back to UDUB and finish off my Psychology and Sociology major. At first when I went to UDUB and Western I was interested in computers but that didn’t go to well. So I’ll head back to and pursue my Psychology and Sociology MA. Though it’s not the best major in the world but in NY are in need of these majors. So Who knows down the road I might migrate to NYC and live. Back in 2004 I went to NYC to visit Cu Long. We went to Vietnamese Town. I love the life style of NYC because everything moves very fast. A lot of activities and of course my perfect life. I’ve been thinking a lot lately of moving there because my major and career path is better down there. I’m an entrepreneur and a project manager. Over the years I manage several projects such as BBB, Flogao, mead.com, and a few other projects. Therefore I think its best that I move over to NYC when I finish my MA degree, but I don’t know if it’s a good idea to move Trieu with me to a harsh environment. Over there it is not easy to make a living because everything is super fast! I love it there so much! People there aren’t so mean like we seen in TV. But we’ll see! Most likely NYC is the best place because Cu Long gonna help me migrate over there! With my brain I think I can do it! Hahaha but then gotta start saving at least 50k before I migrate over there!
On Monday I was trying to be a good parent facilitating communication with Ms. Tran. It went well actually. Tuesday morning I picked up my son 9am in the morning. After talking with her a few minutes I realize that her side was asking too much. She wasn’t but her lawyer seem to be asking a lot. I miss understand her needs and assumed her lawyer wanted more. So I had another friend review my case. Also a family issue came up that I had to attend on Wednesday. Wednesday was our negotiation date but I had to cancel it. It was reschedule for October 26, 2009 at 10am. If Tran lies on our agreement over the phone I wont sign anything and just get up, walk and let this go to trial. I already spent alot of money so I’ll spend alot more making her spend twice as much too. Also an update, I dug up a video that traditional blazor blade cutting. I submitted it to Child Protection Services and will see if I should file a protection order. Gotta sleep on it..hmmm
=) hmm well anyway enough of the yacking! I’m doing great! Uyen been bugging the crap out of me to bring Trieu down to hang out with her! Some people just love kids! Hmm well what else here? Ahhhh another problems I Over all, the purpose of this journal is that I learn my mistakes the hard way. There’s so many problems we encounter throughout our life time. Reacting to each one takes patience’s and brains! I don’t got it! I need to chill myself! That’s what I’m missing! Learning to take it slow!