Loneliness – cảnh cô đơn
Cardin Nguyen
August 4, 2010
The last few days I been working on preparing for Nancy vacation. She's going to be leaving to france September 13 for 6 weeks. We're trying to get all shipping to fullfillment center. We just hired Lex a new employee to replace Tracy. We just strike a deal with a Corset Maker who we'll be their executive seller in United States. Since then we been whipping up massive work to put Best Corsets Store online. Now Nancy mother Jaunita wants to do the shipping. Theres so many changes to the company that been keeping me busy.
Even though I've been so busy that I barely could sleep, but I still manage to find the time to think and listen to muisc. Sometimes I feel really loneliness. Now even with this song "Thu Tinh, Tinh Yeu va Noi Nho" – Bang Cuong.. Though I am happy with my son, but I feel lonely. Every day is like any other day. Coming home from work and cook and watch my son grow up. I'm going no where except I'm getting older by the day. <sigh>
Dau nay Cardin busy muon chet. Boss moi vua mướn nguoi moi Lex la nhan vien moi. Cardin guip coi a cai dat PhotoShop va email outlook.cameomanagementgroup.com. Nancy thang 9 nay di qua France choi nen phai sap dat cho Nancy di. M.e cua Nancy bay gio muon lam Shippping luon. Dang le Cardin dinh cho Shipping dua qua company khach de ho. lam shipping cho minh. Nhung bay gio khoi can nua. <sigh>
Du dau nay Cardin ban nhung van co thoi gian de nghe nhac. Moi vua nghe nhac cua 'Tinh Yeu va Noi Nho" cua Bang Cuong nen bay gio dang ngoi khoc nhu baby. Cardin nhuc dau qua troi luon. Dao nay con Linh quay gd cua Cardin muon chet. 1 tuan truoc Linh phone voi chi Hai quay chi Hai. Chi hai ko co muon noi chuyen voi ai het. Tru` ra gd minh gio thieu thi chi 2 moi noi chuyen. Chi 2 chui Cardin sao Linh phone duoc chi Hai. nhuc dauuuu wa….Cardin ghet nhat nguoi ta điều tra password cua minh. Nguoi Cardin tin tuong nhat trong doi nay van la Moinca. Monica doc email roi luc nao cung noi Cardin nen lam gi ma ko co quay. Ba Linh nay qua qua troi luon…nhuc dauuuu wa…..da co nhieu chuyen de lo roi ma bay gio con phai nhuc dau ba Linh chao cua co Minh nua. aiiiyahhhhhhh..
Moi ngay Cardin thuc day di lam 3 gio sang de kiem tien. Lam cho den 6 gio sang ve nha nau com cho con an. Roi ngu..Ngu chut roi thuc day 10 gio sang phai lam viec cho Nancy cho den 6 gio chiều. Du thoi gian thay xa nhung thoi gian qua nhanh. Cardin lau lam roi khong douc khoc nhu hom nay. Nghi lai khong biet minh lam met nhu vay de lam gi . Ngoi day viet nhat ky nay ma khoc tham lang mot minh. Con xui du nua…dung luc ngoi khoc nghe duoc ban nhac Thu Tinh cua Bang Cuong con noi len canh co don cua Cardin. Dau khong phai la noi co don cua minh. Dau chinh la nguoi minh cau mong se yeu minh lai la nguoi quay linh hon cua minh. Tinh Yeu qua loi noi khong bang su hanh dong cua minh. ……buon nua roi….chac lam het noi roi cac ban oi……bay gio dang ngheo ma con gd quay len quay xuong.
aiyahhhhhhh. 2 ngay truoc Cardin cup Internet va Tin Nhan tren phone roi. Moi thang co Mang va Tin Nhan la $110 va dong thue gi dong nua. Bay gio thi chi dong 59$. Cardin cung thay minh ko can sai nen bo luon. Khang khang mot dong chuyen de lo lan, mot dong chuyen de suy nghi, mot dong chuyen de ton tien, khang khang tu lam kho ban than. Cardin chieu kho mot minh duoc nhung suc luc cua nguoi dang ong la nguoi dan ba minh se thuong minh, se khong pha, khong quay minh…ngược lại nguoi minh muon thuong la nguoi quay linh hon cua Minh……..Cardin hua voi ban than Cardin se ko noi chuyen voi ai het..cung se khong cho ai biet ngay ve cua Cardin het. Tham lang ve Vietnam choi mot minh….khong cho ai biet het….cung khong muon noi chuyen voi ai trong thoi gian cho doi ve Vietnam. Tha ra minh dau ko nghe tieng nguoi Yeu mai mai con hon gap nguoi tinh/nguoi yeu, nguoi vo giong me cua Cardin. Dung hieu lam Cardin a`! Cardin thuong m.e lam. Nhung Cardin khong toan trong cach suy nghi cua m.e Cardin. Hoi tre me khong hieu chuyen gi het. Bay gio hieu chut chut…..M.e Cardin nhu em be' vay do……..Chuyen gi minh ko muon gap lai gap…aiiiyahhhhhhh nhuc dau nua ……
THOI! Cardin met roi, 5 gio roi bay gio Cardin mua 2 beer ve uong cho de tam than thoải mái mot chut.
Banground Song: "Tinh Yeu va Noi Nho – Bang Cuong" – mot ban nhac nghe roi ghet bản thân mình.